I miss my fandom life. I was happy in my bubble. Real life has it's ups. Well one. My Little Man. Can't believe Miles will be 3 soon. He's the light of my life and everything great. I might not get that great blessing of having a conversation with him as he's still not talking and might not fully talk or understand or whatever. We'll see if anyone ever looks at him and not just slaps a half thought out lable on him. But other than that it seems like everything in my life is the same stuck in a hell cycle. Eli up and down. Job up and down. Mom....well she left state for half a year so that's an up. My social got a bit better with a few co workers hanging out outside of work....and pokemon....but yeah. Nothing. I get to peek once in a blue moon at the Johnny's but not long enough to get in there deep. Youtube and gaming videos and wrestling are the only things keeping me from going crazy. ...I miss chating with all my pals on here. Some have moved on. Some I still see here. Some still have nice updated photos of Junno up. (I see he's still not fully not awkward about taking pics yet.) SO if you guys see this post. Hello and I miss you and did not forget. Well I better go get my sleep. 5:30am wake ups still suck.